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Monday, December 25th, 2006
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3:23 pm - merry christmas
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merry christmas, and a merry one it was, its nice to be home with my sweet sweet wife, Life has been awesome, the married life is great, i couldn't really complain about anything at all, i graduated basic training december 4th, which was a crazy experience but it was a worth while one. Deffinately forces you to make some positive changes in the way you think and act about things. I really enjoyed basic training except that i had to be away from anna. Tech school is pretty cool, i finish that up in a few months then its off to our perminent duty station, which is awesome, Its some place that no one could ever track me down no matter how hard they tried, were both so happy about that. Lifes been good, its crazy how far i've come. Other than staying busy with school and enjoying time with my wife, they keep us on a crazy physical training schedule and make us run 3 miles 3 times a week and do an hour of physical training early in the morning, So i feel great, i love everything about how my life is, i'm happily married and couldn't ask for anything else at all, things are perfect just the way they are.. thats all for now.
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| Saturday, August 12th, 2006
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12:24 am
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had a few glasses of wine, just missing my annie so much, wish she was here just to talk and so i could hold her, and kiss her and we could both smile and feel perfect cause were together, worked today, can't wait till i don't have to do this bullshit job anymore and go active in the service, but i know that i gotta stick it out like a trooper cause i gotta take care of my girl and i got responsibilities, i love her so much i'd work a million jobs i hate if i had to just to make it ok for us. shes my sunshine. I'm so bored with her not being here, worked today, that was alright, talked to barry alot about shit, wish it didn't feel so weird being around my bro and sis, wish they saw things in the light that i see them, i just feel like they could be so much more, with anyone, anything, the sky is the limit, reach for the stars, no matter what situation holds you down, within you there is the power to overcome it and break lifes chains, theres a saying that i heard and fell in love with, it says no matter what lies behind you, and no matter what lies ahead of you, is nothing compared to what lies within you, and i truly believe that. I look at the confused kid i was when i was in Ri, i was such a fuck up, going no where, doing nothing, no motivation, you direction or self control, almost dropped out of highschool and by the grace of god i went back and finished, only one in the family, came to florida to better myself, learned a trade and now i'm makin good money in contstruction, met my beautiful wife here, you can never say you hate your past, i'm just thankful its all in the past, but i mean your past is what makes you who you are today and i would have never been here in florida if it weren't for my past and i would have never met annie, and i'm so thankful that the situations unfolded as they did and gave me these opportunities that are ahead of me now, annies family is amazing, they are such good people and i'm so glad to be apart of it, i'm so thankful for everything. can't wait for her to come home so i can give her a huge kiss, writting out my thoughts is pretty odd cause its been a while. don't matter though its all just writting hitting keys and having words appear in front of you, i am so excited to get married and start our life together and go active and have things be perfect, i'm kina hopping i meet some friends in the airforce cause i don't have any friends really now, i always say that friends complicate things and they just end up letting you down in the end, and annies my best friend in the world anyways. so i really don't need much else, i think thats all i have to say for now.
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| Thursday, August 10th, 2006
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6:03 pm
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Life is beauty. i cleaned out my live journal and decided to start writting in it. while i was cleaning it out i stumbled across alot of trash from my past, really glad that i'm me. The me i am now. Really glad i've met my wife, the girl i'm spending the rest of my life with. Shes mad me become so much more than i could have ever be without her, she keeps me sane, and calm, she loves me with every inch of her existance as i do for her. Shes helped me overcome so much. shes helped me get straight and quit smoking, and be sober minded, shes just amazing, shes also on vacation for 5 days with her family so i got the house to myself, i miss her so much it hurts. So on september 22cnd we are getting married, the 24th we honeymoon for seven days through the carribeans, and when we get back i have a week or two to spend with my baby girl before i ship out for boot camp. The united states airforce i'm so excited for it all, security forces, marrying the BEAUTIFUl anna vogel, just starting our life together, glad shes done everything she has for me, glad shes in my life, happy to be alive, happy to wake up with her everyday, happy to be happy.
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